Step by Step

Today was such a awesome day. I got the chance to lead worship again and i felt that it was such a breakthrough. For the first time in my life there was no strive, no teegan, away from what people may receive or any thoughts that hindered what was in my heart.

I felt that the Holy Spirit took control and it was such a enjoyable moment to be in and to be used by God. The people responded and i just felt that it was a moment where the Presence of God came and ministered to different ones who did not went for the camp. Indeed when one is surrendered to God, it just brings such aroma and pleasing offering that is being offered to Him first, flowing to the people who are around us.

But with all that said, i know that God wants me to hold it tightly as the people will not always respond in such encouraging ways but it is something that God has placed in my heart to lead and worship with such a resolution and inspiration. Indeed it is a curse that the people of God cannot communicate with God when they believe things are able to separate them from the love of God. Such refuse and determination to speak it out and push it back, taking back all that is ours is no joke. I believe soon it will be a norm and disappointments will just set in.

So God, this is my prayer today.

Everyday of my life, renew my mind.
Let me focus on the things that are important.
Redirect my emotions
Help me to work Your works instead of relying on my feelings

This shall be something that i hold on to for this period of my life.

1 Corinthians 2:9
However, as it is written:

“What no eye has seen,
    what no ear has heard,
and what no human mind has conceived”
    the things God has prepared for those who love him