Thoughts about life

Here i am. thinking deep abour what life really is again. As i wake to ask myself why am i given this life? Or maybe what can i do with this life? Am i really able to make full use of it and use it for God? What am i really trying to achieve and accomplish? God why did You give me this day?

I concluded once again. Its a lifetime with God. And He looks at our hearts every time we go wrong and make right with Him again. He knows every time we given our best and how He will enlarge our lives for His purpose and certainly times where we did not. The basic fact is like running. Every time you give your best you will improve and it will be seen in the next run.

But something that i took along as i asked myself what will be tested as you keep picking yourself up and run with God. I guess something that kenny asked that made me clearer in my thoughts was Why are you always wanting to do what you do? Why confess your sins? Why keep making right? Why keep choosing to live a life righteous before God? And i guess for me, it is that first God is real and its really a personal race that we don't need to compare with anyone.

With that i meant like seeing others running faster can encourage/inspire us, but God already know how much that speed that we are going is for us. He knows the widow that gave all that she lived on and He commented that it was more than anyone else that she gave. God is personal and we should when we worship Him instead of looking elsewhere.

Our hearts need love. Whether you admit it or not. So today if you are not finding your love in God, you will finding it elsewhere. Even probably your christian friends or ppl who are close to you. Things that bring u temporal pleasure and comfort. Yes. We all have a void in our hearts and everyday we seek for the things that we think will satisfy. So, today choose which side you wanna serve. The things that you consciously feed on and what not. Today this gift of life is given to you. Treasure it. Yes i'm talking to you Teegan. Its not over. You can still choose and make right that which needs to be put right. Jiayou.