Today is the day. I felt that God has finally not kept silent and i heard so clearly what He is saying to me again. It was with an heavy heart doing all the things that i was committed to and just going for the services and the voice of God came as a whisper. A gentle, soft yet clear whisper. And not just voice but the peace and confidence that came along with it was one that was refreshing and assuring. Now i know that God wants me to go for this segamat mission trip and i know that He certainty wants to use us to do a work over there.
With all that being said, the biggest issue that i have on hand was also something that God had spoke very clearly. It was in line to what i have always so feared to hear and that is to give her up and surrender it to God. I don't think i have fully understood what it meant as i know there will be days, months and months that i will go through that i will really want someone along aside that i can share and confide to but it was certain and i know that is something that is on God's heart. I felt in a loss but i know i had to make a choice. Blessing or cursing. Living or dying.:(
God, thank you for being so faithful and assuring again. I know something new is gonna happen but i pray that i will obey and walk through this closely with You. Help me x 10000000
Tee
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