tiring day

its been long since i blog..haha..so many things happened between this few months..God is simply amazing..Poly has started..so as expected alot of things happened..sometimes i dont feel like sowing..just so exhausted..but God is faithful..he has/and will always be my strength..hahaha..today was fun..lesson on IAC was about identifying who we are..the way we handle with situation and lots more..i realised im kinda half of everything..dont know is it me or wad..-.-? but ya..it kinda brighten up my day as the IAC is the MOST interesting subject..k enough abt sch..sometimes i wonder..i think God has been wanting to direct my paths..just like how he directed people in the bible..it was like so clear and exact..but now i think my heart is still not ready to receive what God want to speak to me..as in even if he speaks i also wont obey..coz i cant think of a reason why would he not direct me if i seek him..so now kinda directionless..needa give up more of myself to let God take over..God,your my only hope..burn in me Lord.