Christmas rally is coming!! youth camp too!! gonna start sowing and inviting them for the rally..intimacy with God affects ur evangelism life..hmm..so true..Thx God for the cell lesson ..=)

Thx God also for my parents..they make me real mad..gives me a chance to explode and scream at them..a chance to give up on my studies..BUT God asked me not to give up..and through all these im glad i didnt shout nor scream at them..but i prayed abt it..hahaha..amazing rite? to God be all the glory..his grace, love and forgiveness..=D

Thx God for ning jie..God used him to say alot of things to me..=) so Thx God too..haha..today was quite slack..had lesson till 12pm only..den got my laptop..and its gd and running..Thx God for the provision..=D whether i jump or walk..as long as u're my shepard..

Then Jesus answered and said, "O faithless and perverse generation, how long shall i be with you? How long shall i bear with you? Bring him here to Me."Matthew 17:17

hmm? im speechless..=X God is simply amazing..i just talked to my sec sch friend abt christianity? on the bus? in 20min? my testi? God is just sooo...ahh dunno how to express..english too laoya..but really thx God for Ytd..a chance to tell others how much u love them..how u did a different in my life..thank you!!

laptop spoilt..sent for repair..need it back asap..exams coming up real soon..needa be more committed to my studies..any1 free can pray for me ya?

i dont want to be lukewarm anymore..

Thx God once again for revealing in a special kind of way..i realised im just like the seed choked..unable to worship God, unable to do lots of things..i feel so trapped..need God to freeeee me from so many things..the difference between conviction and accusation..so chim..but ya im being to see abit of light..haha..tml school at 1pm..Yay!!



"Yes, Lord," she said, "but even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their master's table." Matthew15:27

felt love today when brothers prayed for me..=) God really revealing so many different kinds of things sia..haha..really thx God for everything..hmm..prayer life, discipline in studies and fear of man..God is faithful..

The word is immediately..

today PM is so so so weird..dunno wad to say..but during worship and prayer was very distracted..so i used my ultimate..binding all of them in the name of Jesus..haha..it worked..but devil keep coming..was rather irritating..last time dont haf liddit one..anyway..God is Great..he's bringing me to another kind of worship? anyway, he wont allow it for no reason so ya..praise him in my valleys like how i would praise him when im on the mountain!!

i dunno but my spirits knows..=)

Ytd CG was just simply GREAT!! haha..Kings of kings and Lords of Lords..got a clearer vision of who is really backing me up..he is in control..every single soul and i will only put my trust in him..coz only he is mighty to save..=D

oh give thanks, oh give thanks, oh give thanks to the name of the Lord..=) Everyday when i wake up, im closer to my parents salvation by a day..Hallelujah!!

Mum bought me a bible..a almost 50 dollar one..-.- for my bdae present..BUT BUT BUT the thing is she bought it herself..i didnt told her..and is she go ask her friend to buy de lehx..can u believe it?? haha..God is simply amazing..i believe God is already doing something in my family!! thx God and gonna continue to pray..believe in the Lord Jesus and you will be saved-You and your household!! =)

im tired of fighting, but im going on. the victory is mine. i may give up but u are faithful. im counting on u till the very end.

Thx God for filling me up once again..was quite distracted in morning service..but evening service was great..the worship, his presense..haha..

Youth camp is coming!! i really wonder wad God is going to show me during the camp..pray and getting myself ready..gathering all of fears and doubts to EXCHANGE it ALL. =)

But go and learn what this means: "i desire mercy, not sacrifice." (Matthew 9:13)

Faith

1.
confidence or trust in a person or thing: faith in another's ability.
2.
belief that is not based on proof: He had faith that the hypothesis would be substantiated by fact.
3.
belief in God or in the doctrines or teachings of religion: the firm faith of the Pilgrims.
4.
belief in anything, as a code of ethics, standards of merit, etc.: to be of the same faith with someone concerning honesty.
5.
a system of religious belief: the Christian faith; the Jewish faith.
6.
the obligation of loyalty or fidelity to a person, promise, engagement, etc.: Failure to appear would be breaking faith.
7.
the observance of this obligation; fidelity to one's promise, oath, allegiance, etc.: He was the only one who proved his faith during our recent troubles.
8.
Christian Theology. the trust in God and in His promises as made through Christ and the Scriptures by which humans are justified or saved.

If your right eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away.It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell.And if your right hand causes you to sin,cut it off and throw it away.It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell.(Matthew 5:29-30)

hmm..not gonna blog liao..gonna post challenges and things that God teach me that can encourage and edify..=)

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,for they will be filled(Matthew 5:6)

another tiring day..haha..slept at 2am ytd la..-.- but fun..haha..so today was quite bad..coz very tired den dont feel like thinking..lesson was kinda waste of time..coz nth seems to go in..but thx God for bringing me through the six hrs of lesson..but today something happened..we were doing a quiz and i got like 70 marks..den my friend got 50..so he asked me to help him..but teacher say cannot help or something liddit..so i nv helped..but i think he misunderstood that i selfish..den after the test i teach him..he like angry..i dunno lehx..but i think its not right to help and cheat in tests..some1 enlightned me? =/



went to West 6 outreach today..and tada..God convict me..still staying in my own comfort zone..not passionly reaching out..its coz of Pride..thinking how others will react..stronghold sia..and tianchen was like cool man..he was so natural and ppl just talked to him..really let God overtake and use him..will learn from him ya..=)



kanna own by some 15yr old sister..melissa(i think)..she actually took the first step to talk to me..-.- im kinda ashamed..lolx..but ya..thx God for a sister like her..challenging in the area where i need to change..aiseh man..God is Great..and tml can play BB in the morning..and Youth service!! simply fantastic..

God is in control still..

wad a tiring day..woke up at 7am..haha..coz got PA duty at bishan salvation army..it was rather cold there but i think today message like kinda personal..coz they preached about overcoming strongholds in our lives..and being a influence for Christ..but the coolest thing today is that i really felt the holy spirit praying for me. I think these few weeks i have been missing out on my prayer life..for my school,loves ones that are not saved..EMOTIONLISM..aiyo..coz always feeling very tired den give in in my prayer life..and i went with an expectation that God will restore my prayer life once again..and God filled me with the holy spirit..Praise God..=)

Today Pastor said that he feel that ppl are still not entering in..and i was one of them..=( but i asked God why still cannot enter in..he told me "teegan..the last lap.." den i was like orh..youth camp hor..im holding on to your promise..but i really scare sia, that i'll be okay without his presense..something like getting used to it..=/

So im really looking forward to youth camp..he said it,i believed it,that settles it..=)

Confused..tml is cell grp day..but i think most probably not able to make it..coz aunt(who is a devoted christian) going for a operation..so my whole family decided to and visit her after her operation tml..but i dunno..mind tells me that she will happy if i can go and visit her..and maybe go with some verse as encouragement but on the same time..like wad shujun said "every cell group is different cos God is always doing new work in our lives" which makes alot of sense.Nvm..God is nv slow in answering..gonna be still and know he's God..=)

TODAY is a very special day..cause i managed to CE(conversation evanglism) to one of my friends..its was totally unexpected..didnt know how we link to religion and i begin to dig and dig..realising what was the problem and past bad experiences he had with Christians..but God is great..he gave me wisdom and we talked..until my friend also not very sure what he hate about Christianity..hahaha..gtg(glory to God) but he said like he dont mind going to church..just that dont want to convert..den this song came to my mind as i looked at the gang im mixing with..Great Awakening..if its God's will..one day we can worship him together..cg together..pray together..they are gonna be soooo different..haha..nvm..once i was liddit too..but God is faithful.

Youth camp's coming!!! 40 more days..ignite!!

5th Nov with God

woahhh..Monday is over..Yay!! 9-5pm lessons(-.-)..lessons were not so dry today which kinda help a little..thx God for bringing me through..but something very wierd happened today..i realised everything i learn kinda makes sense and its becoming easiler..in other words i can catch wad the teacher trying to teach..but liddit very easy to be prideful..haiz..but i'll be a blessing to others..=) im sure he would want that too..haha..and on the same time give thanks to God and continue humbling myself b4 him..i know hard..sometimes i stray away without knowing it, but God is faithful..=)


Finally, i remembered my cell prayer..been missing it for 1 month straight..opps..=/ and our cell group vision is prayer=power..-.-..i think its the most basic but at the same time most powerful weapon in our walk with God..but often times i dont really feel the need to pray..or maybe lazy den cut down on my prayer time..powerless christian..=X

Leaning on your strength if u have created a tml for me..=) i will rejoice and be glad in it..

The moment u said "now Teegan belongs to you"

Yay!!

Today was on duty for PA..kinda mess up..still cannot catch what they saying..and still not very observant to musicians and stuff..haha..but i believe God is in control.. I was thinking that God could actually mix the sound and provide our needs without us PA..but den i realised..he wanted to use us to mix his sound..kinda cool rite..haha..

Enjoyed God's presense today during worship.. or at least it was nearer den yestersday..thx God for his faithfulness..Today Pastor talk abt Jesus in his sixth and ninth hour when he cried out to God abt forsaking him..i didnt realised that when i first read it..as in i think its very cool coz even when he felt God forsake him..he still hang on by faith? i dunno..but i knew he hang on..just for us..how much more can we hang on just for him? im convicted..always tend to compromise,tend to run away(shake hand)

but like what he told me yestersday.. "Teegan,would u run this last lap with me?" i answered yes..only him..

hmm..today youth EX service was kinda weird..or maybe it was me..last week i just realised my desire for God was satisfied(not ok rite? as in not hungry for him)..so i seeked him and ask him to soften my heart but instead i felt peace in my heart..like dunno why..but mon to fri he never left me and started changing my life..was so happy..den b4 EX prayer today i felt God presense once again..but i realised i still dont have this desperate heart to cry out to God during the service..but why only during service? why other times i can experience more of him? why not in church? i dunno..but there were 2 things he told me today..

Firstly,he asked me "Teegan, who is your God?" i thought and answered..its you..its Jesus..its the holy spirit..but i realised so many times my actions i do..things i fear..dont show that i have a God like him..a true and almighty God..aiyo(shake head)

Secondly, i was asking why am i not desiring for God during the service..he did not answered me..but one thing he told me.."Teegan,are u willing to run this last lap with me?" i smiled,cause i know after this race..he's going to do something great..even if im lost and directionless now..but this lead me to rely more of him..

Then i saw the YOUTH camp video..the word ignite..at that moment,God promised me that that will be the latest time he will minister to me..listen liao feel very cool..lolx..really looking forward to the camp..=)

tiring day

its been long since i blog..haha..so many things happened between this few months..God is simply amazing..Poly has started..so as expected alot of things happened..sometimes i dont feel like sowing..just so exhausted..but God is faithful..he has/and will always be my strength..hahaha..today was fun..lesson on IAC was about identifying who we are..the way we handle with situation and lots more..i realised im kinda half of everything..dont know is it me or wad..-.-? but ya..it kinda brighten up my day as the IAC is the MOST interesting subject..k enough abt sch..sometimes i wonder..i think God has been wanting to direct my paths..just like how he directed people in the bible..it was like so clear and exact..but now i think my heart is still not ready to receive what God want to speak to me..as in even if he speaks i also wont obey..coz i cant think of a reason why would he not direct me if i seek him..so now kinda directionless..needa give up more of myself to let God take over..God,your my only hope..burn in me Lord.