im tired, very tired. keep sinning against him. Feeling so helpless against the devil. Giving in and living like nth has happened. White washed tombs.

Im exhausted. beaten and bruised in my spirit.
My simplicity ran away, leaving only my brain.
I thought of it over and over again. yes and YES.
My heart has left. and what is there that is left for me?
Emptiness upon death. Sunken and Broken.
God where are you? I cant see nor touch you.
You promised you will never leave nor forsake me.
Im hanging on to it. As the deer pants
So change my heart if it has already decompose
Touch me once again i pray. Till my soul acknowledge.
You are God.