argh. feelings again. looks like i really trust my feelings more den the Word of God. It looked like following a religion blindly. without feelings, just doing. but i realised why Word of God > feelings.

Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will never pass away.

Our feelings come and go. but the Word of God remains forever. i have been thinking why Jesus asked Peter, "who do you say that i am?" if a normal person says that, there will not be a certain answer cause normal people changes after some encounter, years of experience. But Jesus is the same yestersday, today and forevermore. Thats why he can ask this question. lol. quite cool right? haha.

let it rain, let it rain
open the floodgates of heaven