first day at my church building!! its at 165 sim avenue..lorong 19..its kinda cool to see 3 worship leaders leading the whole church..haha my family went for the service..but im not amazed at all..in fact i felt so normal..by right i shd be happy..but the presense of God was not wif me..i felt so empty..nevertheless..God, u are faithful still..

evening also cannot enter in..i dunno why..i prayed until i cried..one of the prayer meeting, pastor foo was telling us this..search the Lord while he may be found..i felt soooo empty..it was just singing songs..songs without God is just so meaningless..thats for me..it was the first evening God nv minister to me..i was disappointed..but thx God for it..i know he allowed this for a reason..=)

God..im still scare of alot of things..remind me ok? that ur always with me..so i shall not fear..must pray hard..gonna allow God to move in my campus in the new year..a new passion..that mustard seed..=D