hmm..christmas is over..and year 2008 is coming!! there's this watchnite service today..nv go b4 but amazingly my mum let me go..must be God liao..haha..haven write down my expectations for nxt yr..>.>

And we'll be faithful
to our calling
for you are able
to keep us from falling
and in your promise
we will trust

God is faithful la..NO DOUBT abt it..i finally realised when ppl pray that we enter into his presense is not by our own str or might..but by his grace and spirit..-.- thx God ya..=D

response for np prayer cell was gd man..my cell supports that we shd have one..God is gonna impact NP through us..and prayer is a MUST..hallelujah..=)

i still have some fears with wad God has placed in heart..still feeling not able to do wad he have told me..but i shall not look to myself anymore..im a NEW creation..praise the Lord!

teegan is weak? AMEN!! =D

i failed..but im not a failure..

i almost gave up..but u held me tight..nv letting me go..i know u wanna increase my faith..but im scare without u..its just so empty without u guiding me..without u strengthening me..so directionless..but through it all u delievered me..my one and only God..thank you..=D

school starting in a week time..its time to bless others with wad i received..its gonna be exciting nxt yr..more fears..more strongholds revealed..and more God in my life..=)

power to love and forgive..

first day at my church building!! its at 165 sim avenue..lorong 19..its kinda cool to see 3 worship leaders leading the whole church..haha my family went for the service..but im not amazed at all..in fact i felt so normal..by right i shd be happy..but the presense of God was not wif me..i felt so empty..nevertheless..God, u are faithful still..

evening also cannot enter in..i dunno why..i prayed until i cried..one of the prayer meeting, pastor foo was telling us this..search the Lord while he may be found..i felt soooo empty..it was just singing songs..songs without God is just so meaningless..thats for me..it was the first evening God nv minister to me..i was disappointed..but thx God for it..i know he allowed this for a reason..=)

God..im still scare of alot of things..remind me ok? that ur always with me..so i shall not fear..must pray hard..gonna allow God to move in my campus in the new year..a new passion..that mustard seed..=D

Youth camp was beyond wad words can explain..i think i received alot..some fears and breakthrough God wanted me to overcome..and he guided me through..very VERY scary..he taught me how to pray for others..-.- i was really scare..but thx God for the boldness and courage..and i got strange feeling..God is gonna use me..-.- in ways i have nv been exposed to..i feeeeeeeeel like moses..scary!!

altar call for the baptism of the holy spirit was the highlight for me..God just proved me to me..ALL things are possible for him..i mean ALL..promise for my campus..a new spark..Sword of NP.."teegan, slain np for me..for i am with u..not only ur own course..u cannot fear like moses did"

NP prayer grp..hmm..wonder if God placed in any1 else heart too..prayer would be needed for revival in my school..i think this is very basic..but like dont have..any1 inspired? haha u know my hp..=)

tml is the day!! youth camp!!will be gone till 20th..haha..IGNITE!! hahahah..u'll see a same teegan;diferent teegan..

evening service was gd..worship, altar call..was struggling at first..den God came agaiN!! haha..let go let ME!! its sooooooooooo meaningful..thx God once again for his faithfulness..=)

WHOOO!! exams are over..but i dont feel very different.. think have been slacking den no effect..but thx God..he seen me through every exam..=) God has been Great..still gonna be great..hmm..needa vision for my campus..hope God will give me a vision in the youth camp..

thx God for using ning jie to speak to me..have a better direction for my family salvation..

been raining and raining and raining..but i like lol..at nite very cold..=) exam was easy..i realised it was God that granted me the wisdom..coz i saw some of them struggling at wad i though was common sense..Thank God for his provision..

my mind is set..unless God want me to walk another way..YOUTH CAMP IS SO NEAR!!!!!!!!

U made me look like a fool in front of my friends..
U made me look like a nerd that does not have a stead..
U made my parents shout and scream at me..
U made me not able to party wif my friends on weekends..
U made me look so not "normal"

but i chose to be that alien..u know wad i mean

hahaha..got something to expect for youth camp liao..=D God u just overflowed my cup in the evening service..no wonder pastor want ppl to come..its just so different..when u give the time to God..when u're just not filled enough..

mission team back..glad that they are safe and sound..Thx God for everything..

its friday!! and tml is Sat!! means can play basketball in de morning..Yay!! means got youth service tml!! means one more day for the mission team to come back..hmm God i promised to hang in there..=)

life's sooo interesting..campus starting to change..something physical is taking place!! christmas rally in new church building..ppl to invite for the rally..God have your way..

And because lawlessness will abound, the love of many will grow cold.But he who endures to the end will be saved.(matthew 24:12-13)

argg..just finish CG..felt kinda strange..i just dunno how to explain..must pray abt it i guess..worship was great..sharing was even cooler..but something just dont feel right..that peace of God was not wif me..that distracted me alot..=/

exams are on the 10th, 11th and 12th..oh my oh my..havent really sit down and study..God, would u convict me if im not honoring u in my studies..i cant feel the conviction of God..i know i must honor God in wadeva i do..but there's no conviction..dear Lord, help me..not give in to my laziness and see wad u really want in my life..plz guide me..in the name of Jesus i commit myself unto..Amen

God has been opening up doors and windows in my campus..deeper relationship wif my friends..and people whom i nv really talked b4 started talking to me..thx God for all he done/going to do..teach me where to plant, teach me where to water..Lord, give me your strength to live for you..im tired and i leaning on u..

u know everything..for now i know i can DANCE wif JOY..=)

the battle begins~

waa..so long nv update liao..haha..hmm.. lets see..friday PM was great..i dunno why..but everytime im up for PA duty..able to enter in so easily..God is simple amazing ya? he told me to claim the victories in my life..=D

Sat was baptism!! Su ying brought some of her collegues(dunno how to spell..-.-) and one of them was from my sec school!! same cca somemore!! scout!! hahaha!! but i always nv go one..so i dont really know him..but it was gd..by God's grace..able to talk to him without much stress..thx God for such a favour..how he took my hand and led me..=))

Today was the best..was having PA duty..stress ar..but i learnt must trust God also..altar call was for those who were burden and tired..and i responded..not sure if i can anot(coz someone must be there to control the sound system) but i just went..because i felt that my soul longs/needs to be there..and God used a brother to ask me.."Teegan, when have i ever disappointed you? When have i ever forsaken you? Just trust in me.." den hor another brother pray for me..abt helping me know..im God's prized possession..wu jia zhi bao lehx!! and God will nv forsake me..comfirmation sia!! as they pray, Holy spirit revealed so many things..ahhhh!!!

didnt go evening today.. i asked God twice and he comfirmed wif me that i shd go home and study..and i saw angelia and ester(shd be ar) at the bus stop..o.O..and i went home, taking this bus 970..the journey took around an hour..

i teared in the bus..-.-..God just broke my heart..Thx God for making me cry..his touch i yearn so much for..happened on the bus!! haha..nevertheless, Thank you!!

Lord, thank you for hearing my cry..thank you dying on the cross just for my sins..Thank you for revealing i still have this great father..someone who will take away so many strongholds and things hindering me..so that i may dance in your freedom..in the Mighty name of Jesus i prayed..Amen