He ran towards me =)

2010-10-31T08:04:00.001-07:00

So much has happened. Army's coming. i really miss those times where we spend together. Amazing. =)

2010-07-25T06:50:00.000-07:00

Let your will be fulfilled in my life today.

2010-04-11T23:19:00.000-07:00

In the midst of confusion.

You still hold my tomorrow.

2010-04-08T05:45:00.000-07:00

we always like to play the balance game. isn't it?

2010-03-28T20:43:00.000-07:00

i want to stand by your side. seeing your promises unfold. one by one.

2010-03-08T04:32:00.000-08:00

i just want you.

2010-02-15T09:03:00.000-08:00

Lol. so it was a dream after all. Thank God. =)

2010-02-11T23:29:00.001-08:00

i cant hold on till the very end. ):

2010-01-27T07:12:00.000-08:00

Don't worry.

It will birth off soon.

i promise.

because.

he is faithful.

2010-01-21T08:38:00.001-08:00

After all, nothing else matters. but you.

2009-12-21T05:25:00.000-08:00

faith pleases God.

Above all, i want to trust in you.

2009-12-20T07:03:00.000-08:00

There's gonna be a great awakening
There's gonna be a great revival in our land
There's gonna be a great awakening
And everyone who calls on Jesus
He will be Saved.

God, help me to wait upon you. I want to hear your voice. In Jesus Name. Amen.

Show me how to live
Teach me how to pray
Let all i think and say please you Lord

Show me how to live
Teach me in your ways
And i will walk with you all my days

2009-12-17T03:38:00.000-08:00

Camp ER was great! I went in with a heavy and burdened heart. Lots of disappointments, baggage bounded me to not worship God passionately. It was hard to expect God will just take it away and everything will be restored. But really Thank God for the first day where the worship team gathered and prepared their hearts to serve God in the camp. It was amazing when God came and untie the Performance Orientation Spirit in me where i feel that i must strive for man's approval and if i fail, i felt that i was unworthy to be loved. God healed my heart in that short 20min. (:

Pastor Matt was great. haha. the jokes was hilarious and words of wisdom that he spoke were enlightening. The thing that struck me most was when he said people may not be abusing you, but you are already abusing yourself. These words lingered in my mind that how often it was when i would put myself down for every single mistake i commit and seriously, my desire was just to be quiet guy, not stumble anyone and hope no one will notice me. But God seems to have a bigger plan for me and it still freaks me out when i think about it. But its no longer i who live but Christ that lives in me. haha.

Indeed next year, we wouldn't be using salvation Army anymore. This year like no space to run liao. lol. Lets go forth conquering the land the Lord has given to us! Ngee Ann Polytechnic. Here i come!!

2009-12-06T10:07:00.000-08:00

i miss those days in love with my Saviour.

Where nothing else matters...

2009-11-20T07:47:00.000-08:00

i wonder how did Joshua lead the group of people to the promised land. seriously.

i cannot continue to bang my hand on the wall and expect it to fall.

2009-11-10T07:29:00.001-08:00

Saviour i come
Quiet my soul

Days are passing so fast that i feel soon i'll be in the Army! lol. so many things to be done yet so little time, but i'm not gonna give up. chiong ar. all the way to the end. (:

i must agree that i'm distracted. =/

2009-11-07T05:43:00.000-08:00

This period has been stretching but definitely fruitful. With youth camp, NP campus coming along the way, its like so unexpected. haha. btw i think i'm in love with tchoukball! Its just so fun la. With so many year 1 ppl who are so interested in the sport. God is really moving in a practical way and lets be excited to see what he wants to do in our school!

2009-11-01T06:51:00.000-08:00

Teegan
received the grace of God
and now
he's afraid
to tell the world
of this grace
so change my life
turn my life around
so that people will know
you indeed live
inside of me.

I pray we would all make the difference.

2009-10-25T06:45:00.001-07:00

Help
The songs that i sing
Mean
At least
Something.

2009-10-15T07:16:00.000-07:00

Something's not right. i just don't have the peace of God during what i do nowadays. youth camp, campus grp, family and my walk with God. Something's just not quite right.

Renew my mind to imagine all the possibilities i have in you.

2009-10-11T07:44:00.000-07:00

hmmm. If Jesus planned a oikios. How cool will it be?

2009-10-07T09:57:00.000-07:00

Here in your presence, we are undone.

2009-10-05T08:43:00.000-07:00

i admit that im a fan of hillsong united new ablum. haha. i really really like their theme song, Tear down the Walls. Those who have no idea what im talking about should really check it out. (:

i'm still amazed at how Jesus still loves. especially those people that aren't really accepted in the World. so come. break my heart for what breaks yours.

2009-09-29T08:27:00.000-07:00

When white and black becomes gray. What will you do? What will you choose?

My life. Your future.

2009-09-28T09:32:00.000-07:00

1 cor 1:8-9 ~ He will keep you strong to the end, so that you will be blameless on the day of our Lord Jesus Christ. God, who has called you into fellowship with his Son Jesus Christ our Lord, is faithful.

2009-09-23T08:56:00.001-07:00

i know. Thank God for ur parents rite. thats what ppl always say.

i know they love me. but this sucks when they give u ur laptop and no charger.

Ephesians 4:26
"In your anger do not sin" : Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry,

God, im angry. but u help me not to sin. i just quarreled with her. Please help me see it is you who gave me this parents and you always have the best for me.

In Jesus name
Amen

2009-09-22T06:50:00.000-07:00

if this lifetime. Just one more person added to your kingdom.

break my heart for what breaks yours.

2009-09-20T06:35:00.000-07:00

In this life. its only myself.

WHEN WILL OTHERS COME INTO MY MIND

God, help me not to sit there and do nothing.

2009-09-16T05:39:00.000-07:00

Attachment is tired when u have chalets and still go to work in the morning. i slept for like half an hour during break time when its tea break. And guess what! There the people quite good. haha. i dunno why but i seem to be giving my all in this attachment. Probably because its still fresh. Well, i pray i will not be late for the rest of my attachment. 8am. sounds interesting rite? every morning.

Do you have a relationship with God today?

2009-09-14T07:01:00.000-07:00

“Father, I know that I have broken your laws and my sins have separated me from you. I am truly sorry, and now I want to turn away from my past sinful life toward you. Please forgive me, and help me avoid sinning again. I believe that your son, Jesus Christ died for my sins, was resurrected from the dead, is alive, and hears my prayer. I invite Jesus to become the Lord of my life, to rule and reign in my heart from this day forward. Please send your Holy Spirit to help me obey You, and to do Your will for the rest of my life. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.”

2009-09-12T08:56:00.000-07:00

renew my mind. a piece more like a child.

2009-09-05T07:13:00.000-07:00

in your presence, thats where i am strong.
in your presence, thats where i belong.

the beauty is when so many things come and complicate, his love simplified.

2009-09-04T09:47:00.000-07:00

unbelief is a sin.

Why are their life so interesting?

2009-09-02T09:36:00.000-07:00

Can you imagine living in Jesus generation where there are so many people getting healed and a great amount of people believing in Him?

the blind, the lame(the real kind), the demon possessed, the people hurted deeply in their lives, people who desired the living water and etc.. all healed. by Jesus.

^{John 14:11-13}Believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the miracles themselves. I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Son may bring glory to the Father.

2009-08-30T13:28:00.000-07:00

There is a longing only
You can fill
A raging temptest only
You can still

My soul is thirsty
LordTo know You as I'm known
Drink from the river
That flows before your throne

Take me deeper
Deeper in love with You
Jesus hold me close in Your embrace

Take me deeper
Deeper than I've ever been before
I just want to love You more and more
How I long to be deeper in love

Sunrise to sunrise
I will seek Your face
Drawn by the Spirit
To the promise of Your grace
My heart has found in You
A hope that will abide
Here in Your presence
Forever satisfied

This song caught my attention. Just being so close with God.

2009-08-29T09:20:00.000-07:00

my great great grandmother died. well, she's a christian. PTL. haha. i was wondering if i die, and God use and cause ppl come to salvation, i think that will be my best funeral. LOL. but i don't want die young(by God's grace). i believe there is still more to come. More people God has placed in my life unreached.

actually im quite unsure of my attachment. i don't know if its the will of God. email-ed my teacher but he says its too late to change. what should i do? = /

2009-08-23T09:44:00.000-07:00

my heart is set
never turning back
Lord won't you have your way in me

In life, there are a lot of things that we promised others or even ourself to do but we failed. And more than once, the world doesn't give us a second chance. In work, exams etc.

But hey hey hey, there is a guy that doesn't give up on you no matter how many times you fail him. Whats more is that he believe you can still do it no matter what and accepts every time you give your heart back to him. i personally don't understand why but i guess this is love. Just like a father's love. The person is Jesus Christ.

2009-08-19T03:31:00.000-07:00

Exams are coming. to be exact its this sat. and my first paper is maths. But the maths that i'm studying isn't very friendly you know. well.. the revision is not going too smoothly as you know there is always facebook around. haha.

Well, today i thought of a particular phrase which i think is quite cool and meaningful

"If failure can steal away our hope, it has well accomplish in its very meaning."

2009-08-10T09:56:00.001-07:00

its my fault for not studying hard. i admit. but thank God for his grace. 75/100 for maths exam. lol. =)

2009-08-05T10:14:00.000-07:00

okay. finally posting. days have passed and nothing really changed. Life has been so mundane. oh gosh.

i get it!
Nothing changes when u don't.
So today starting from now. please change.
Don't live to regret. im telling myself that too.
lets do it, sons and daughters of God.

So many don't know the truth, so many think they know the truth. and i can only stand there helpless, speechless.

i got to change!

2009-07-28T07:09:00.001-07:00

The answer, thank God, is that Jesus Christ can and does. He acted to set things right in this life of contradictions where I want to serve God with all my heart and mind, but am pulled by the influence of sin to do something totally different

2009-07-26T05:26:00.000-07:00

okay. since anony want me to share something interesting den i shall do so. Guess what? i got fever like just today! lol. and its terrible. cant even sit still in the service hall la. had to go outside. and i feeling very very cold. scare its H1N1 sia. den my whole family will kena. =/

God is still faithful. =)

Song of the week

Lord i cry out
I need you now
Wont you fill me

My heart longs for you
Your love whats i crave
Its you i adore

So i reach out to heaven
With my arms open wide
Come and fill me again
Lord renew me inside

Come again Lord
Wash over me
Come again Lord
Restore new passion to me
Cause i'm down on my knees
And i'm praying it please
Restore new passion to me

2009-07-17T09:04:00.000-07:00

ROMP! 09 tomorrow! lol. i'll be playing bb but i think will lose after 4 rounds. haha. its okay. they got milk drinking contest leh. HAHA. i think i will go.

Just a random question, are you too busy to love recently? too tired?

How can it be? How can love be so hard?

2009-07-10T09:22:00.000-07:00

For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. -1 Corinthians 1:18

i will not be ashamed.

2009-07-04T07:46:00.000-07:00

Thank God for the amazing grace. (:

it was a great time sharing with the worship team. One of the best in fact. God just began to open up my heart to share with this family of his to be part of it. i'm glad, relieved. =)

Here i am, Take me.

2009-07-01T06:58:00.000-07:00

i think im stupid. but someone else is more stupid. they call it love.

2009-06-29T07:48:00.000-07:00

What is love?

2009-06-28T10:07:00.000-07:00

Until then, Teegan wont be the teegan whom God wants him to be. Its always somewhere in the middle..

2009-06-25T09:25:00.000-07:00

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart. -Hebrews 12:1-3

lets run this marathon together. for it was you who granted me the grace to lift my head up once again, the strength to live again, the chance to try again, the hope to dream again. Now let my life be yours. Let God be God in my life. =)

2009-06-20T10:34:00.000-07:00

Enlarge, extend my territory
I'm crying out for the extraordinary
Lord come please fill me now with you
Transform my mind, renew me
To imagine of all the possibilities
I have in you
Please burn in me a heart that dreams.

2009-06-19T11:04:00.000-07:00

Back from church camp! haha. it was refreshing but i think its not the climate of the whole thing. well the climate starts here, where everything is still are square one. and how u respond determine what kind of future u wanna have.

i wont give up. i pray i wont. i hope i wont. i make sure i better dont. because i wanna walk with Jesus now. please let me be what you want me to be.

2009-06-11T06:35:00.000-07:00

im back with a question. but b4 i ask this question please dont take this question to heart.

Qn: So many religions, but there can be only one truth. means someone is lying out there. What will you choose to believe?

2009-06-06T09:50:00.000-07:00

im having exam in a day's time to be exact. and its maths. my best friend. although it always let me headache but i still love it. haha.

One question to ponder about.
What are you gonna do about it when u see your brother being pulled into darkness. Stand there?

2009-06-04T19:44:00.000-07:00

Most of us know choices we make determine our life. but choices we make are largely dependent on our desires while our desires come mainly from the choices we make.

2009-06-01T06:25:00.000-07:00

life sucks without you. really.

By the way, holidays are round the corner and church camp is coming!! im a bit excited. haha. would be my 2nd church camp this time. The buffet, shopping, hotel room beds and most importantly God. oh and hor. my exams only monday. so my holiday actually starts on 9th June. fast rite. Lol.

2009-05-26T11:39:00.000-07:00

Who are you to me, God.

2009-05-25T01:33:00.001-07:00

What am i?

2009-05-24T10:09:00.000-07:00

E-learning week! YAy. means dont need go school. at home online laptop can liao. =D

2009-05-15T21:46:00.000-07:00

i find that i am stranded by all of this darkness deep inside. set me free.

2009-05-09T08:10:00.001-07:00

If u keep doing something u dont like, one day you will give up.

2009-05-03T06:47:00.000-07:00

Studies are crazy. that is if you really want to score and do well. The constant pressure, assignments, boring lectures etc. i know i need to do well but there's this unwillingness. (like hello teegan study?). Well, new creation la huh. i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. ^^

Man's Responsibility. Do not harden your heart.

2009-05-01T06:37:00.000-07:00

In my Darkest Night, hold me.
In my Mountain Top, humble me.
In my Confusion, teach me.
In my Sadness, comfort me
In my fears, be with me
In all that i do, You be my God.

2009-04-23T19:42:00.000-07:00

light is light. dark is dark. when light and dark comes together. of course is light la. lol. random.

2009-04-20T07:15:00.000-07:00

school started. with lots of intake this year. now NP become over populated la. zz. even meals also hard to find seats. anyway, i love my friday timing. haha. 10-12pm. so gd. after that can go out! actually, i quite miss my year 1 days. like so fast year 3 liao. old liao. =X

2009-04-12T22:28:00.000-07:00

Its only in the dark when ppl stumble without knowing. Only the light reveals.

2009-03-31T05:54:00.000-07:00

holidays so sian.. always at home nth to do or go to school gym. anyone have any ideas wad is fun in singapore? i wannttt go ECP! anyone wanna go? lol. random. nth much to blog.

2009-03-15T09:04:00.000-07:00

itss holidays! and yes, im busy slacking away. doing nothing much productive except training for nafa. i suppose when u step into working life there would not be nice long 7 weeks break so i must treasure it and make full use of it. but how? anyone wanna date me? haha.

ok. now for some random stuff.

humans are logical.
humans want to justify as much things as to why they do this and that.
BUT
humans at the same time need LOVE
love isn't logical.
loving someone does come like why i love something/someone, do they?
like why does my parents love me, it not cause they are my parents so they need to love me that kind of thing rite?

ok. end of random-ness.

2009-03-08T08:12:00.000-07:00

You are always so irritating la. You know who you are. and the most contradicting thing is i beginning to love you once more. =X

Well, conclusion. God is still faithful.

2009-03-01T10:15:00.000-08:00

Have u ever experienced not trusting in yourself totally and praising someone for who he is? its a weird feeling. =X

2009-02-25T06:26:00.000-08:00

Exams are merely things which affect your results which affect your overall result which affects what kind of grade you get which affect what kind of jobs you will find nxt time which will determine the path that you walk.

ok. im an anti-exam-and-doesnt-really-care-about-studies kind. i admit. but for ppl who sees this. please study hard and give ur best. dont regret coz there's only one chance u get to experience this kind of exam thing. thats wad my parents always nag about. hope it encourages u.

*Extra note* thanks for one faithful blog reader. =)

2009-02-16T07:15:00.000-08:00

Can u imagine a baby smoking? =X im not sick okay. its just destroying rite?

2009-02-12T07:53:00.000-08:00

it'll never change. if u keep banging wall. expecting something different.

2009-02-10T09:01:00.000-08:00

There is more then just laughing and having a good time i guess. cause it'll never satisfy.

2009-02-08T05:11:00.000-08:00

God of ages
Bringing glory here
You are good
You are good

Son of righteousness
You are all I seek
With all my heart
Giver of life
Hope for the lost
Is in You
All of the earth
Shines with Your light Your glory

You are the God who lives
You are the God who heals
You are my hope my everything

In Your promise
And Your faithfulness
I will trust all my days
King foreverReign in majesty
Be glorified

You brought salvation to us
Offered Your peace to the world
You are my Lord my everything

I'll trust in You
I'll trust in You
I'll trust in You
With all of my heart

God, the strength of my heart. The giver of life.

2009-02-05T06:58:00.000-08:00

hohoho, no more history maker. Teegan ar Teegan. would u buck up please.

2009-02-01T05:26:00.000-08:00

it wasnt said for nothing. but when times of testing comes. Lord, help me be faithful. i cannot but you can. i dont wanna lose anymore.

2009-01-25T08:23:00.000-08:00

Its CNY eve! haha. but honestly to me, its just another day. nothing special. went chinatown let ppl squeeze until happy liao den my mother happy -.-

im excited. =X argh. stupid. =XXX

2009-01-24T06:35:00.000-08:00

In this year of increase,in this year of increase. something must take place. In NP, in my family.

Something.

2009-01-17T06:52:00.001-08:00

by the grace of God, we will carry on
(his love endures FOREVER)

its just part of the song yet what a amazing line. lol. i'm not being random here but there are really a lot of things in life that we face BUT by the grace of God we will carry on. his grace is enough.

Today oikios so fun. BADMINTON. haha. so long never play liao. and hor and hor. today brenda brought her friend. from her school team. thrashed all of us lor. Guo Xi. We were playing like games until so fun but den i had to attend my great grandmother birthday. aiyo. but they all christian. lol. still got pastor one. my parents didn't really like it. nor did my aunt side. but but but one day. they may be worship leader okay. dont play play lehx. lol. cause God is de author of salvation. and i wanna believe. not just cheat myself.

okay, tomorrow. finally. Rest. =)

2009-01-14T06:42:00.000-08:00

Lost my wallet! 100+ dollars inside sia. And there's my ez-link, atm card, kopitiam card. oh no. stupid Teegan. he's an super irresponsible guy. i just lost my previous wallet during August. And now this.

Luke 16:10-12----10"Whoever can be trusted with very little can also be trusted with much, and whoever is dishonest with very little will also be dishonest with much. 11So if you have not been trustworthy in handling worldly wealth, who will trust you with true riches? 12And if you have not been trustworthy with someone else's property, who will give you property of your own?

see. i can't be trusted. keep losing my wallet, hp and stuff. Its because of God's grace that i do not need to change my phone/wallet monthly. Many kind souls returned them to me once they found it.

ok. i proposed to my mum that should create a sensor for forgetful ppl like me. Something like if your wallet is not detected, it will sound an alarm to remind you to check if u still have your wallet with you. i know it sounds like a un-needed item if i could be more responsible of my things. but no harm using technology to help us remember to remember right? lol.

And lastly, just wanna say. I won't lose to pride.

2009-01-12T06:01:00.000-08:00

today just wanna thank God. haha. my retake O level english passed! lol. really thx God. nv study at all. >.>

God,
Teach my heart, heal my soul
Speak the Word that in Christ we know
Take me to your sanctuary
Breathe on me

2008-12-29T09:05:00.000-08:00

How could i live without you
How would i survive
Without your love
Without your touch
Your the one that heals me
Cleanses my heart
And sets me free

So i come right before you
With my hands lifted up
As my heart humbly bow
At the work of the cross
As you hug there and died
You were paying the price
For my life
For my life

For your love is higher than the heavens
Deeper than the sea
And all i want is you in my life
No one else could satisfy my soul
Make me feel this way
Only you Lord
Only you

2008-12-26T05:32:00.000-08:00

John 3:3
In reply Jesus declared, "I tell you the truth, no one can see the kingdom of God unless he isborn again. "

very very very true.

2008-12-18T08:25:00.000-08:00

RAW camp

the food wasnt really good
the games wasnt really one of my favourites
didnt really have enough sleep
at night keep finding food
no money buy drink from vending
sore throat

BUT...
REAL and i meant REAL GOD encounter
visions for NP!
expectations all met

its better than just making yourself happy and high and going back just remembering u had a good time. God, thank you for RAW camp. now its time to fight it out.

2008-12-14T08:20:00.000-08:00

off for RAW camp. =)

2008-12-13T07:39:00.001-08:00

My only concern, i scare we will not be able to contain the overflowing in RAW CAMP!!!!

Gooooood soil please =D

2008-12-07T22:02:00.000-08:00

So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed. John 8:36

i believe many, if not all will be set free in RAW camp.

2008-12-04T06:40:00.000-08:00

After night comes day.

2008-12-01T02:57:00.000-08:00

i want to be different
i want to score for my exams
i want to be a history maker in NP
i want to a responsible guy
i want to show God's love in my own family
i want to see my friends coming to this love
i want. A lot of things. but...

i'm unwilling. abit. how? God, help.

2008-11-30T07:30:00.000-08:00

God never did give up on me. now its my turn not to.

2008-11-25T18:43:00.000-08:00

Meaning of faith - belief that is not based on proof

2008-11-20T21:31:00.000-08:00

will it really? hmm..

2008-11-09T06:09:00.001-08:00

Indifferent. Heal my heart and make it clean. =/

2008-11-02T08:16:00.001-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zt-mKLpC8WY

2008-10-30T10:45:00.000-07:00

i dunno wad to say.

2008-10-27T17:37:00.000-07:00

its a different thing to use your mind and another to use your heart. Well i guess God wants both of them. but i think he want our heart more.

2008-10-23T08:38:00.000-07:00

i had a very interesting question- do u really know yourself?

if dont mind can share. =)

2008-10-12T06:48:00.000-07:00

11Oct 2008- Teegan told God he will follow him for the rest of his life, no matter what. Even times when he don't understand, he will choose to follow.

i dunno. he may fail, but he said i will still choose to follow this God. times when i'm reckless, when i'm wanting to run back to the World. please remind and hold me. i know u will. so i thank u in advance. =D

The redeemed one
Teegan

2008-10-05T06:43:00.000-07:00

God how do i know its you? the voice sounds the same. i really don't dare.

2008-10-04T07:18:00.000-07:00

Here I am to worship,
Here I am to bow down,
Here I am to say that you're my God,
You're altogether lovely,
Altogether worthy,
Altogether wonderful to me.

even if i dunno. i will choose to follow. let my heart be steadfast.