Tee, it has been 24 years already. Exactly how long more do you have on earth? What do you really want? The will of God? Compassion for the lost? Worshipping God for who He is?
Tee its time. To stop this bullshit. To walk right with God.
Sunday, May 25, 2014
Thursday, May 8, 2014
Time and time again
Its 6am in the morning where i just finished 3 papers of my uni SIM UOL papers. With 2 more to go and having God's mercy upon the first 3 papers, i felt quite relax this season. Probably having gone through once last year and i guess this year im just slightly more prepared. I failed again this morning. i have came to this place in my life where im just doing lots of self pity and giving in to temptations. i sincerely doubt if i would ever want to walk out of it, considering i have been struggling for such a long period of time.
There are lots of things going through my mind these days but i guess sometimes using other stuff to distract me is a way of me running away from my problems.
The worst thing is this. You know what the solution is but you always run away from it. Causing more hurt upon yourself, sealing what you will tend to choose next. It just keeps repeating.
There are lots of things going through my mind these days but i guess sometimes using other stuff to distract me is a way of me running away from my problems.
The worst thing is this. You know what the solution is but you always run away from it. Causing more hurt upon yourself, sealing what you will tend to choose next. It just keeps repeating.
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