Just browsed through the photos of my facebook and felt like there was so much that i forgotten about my past. There were seasons that were sweet, seasons where its hard. Even when i was 18, i felt that i didn't know much about what life was, just enjoying the company of friends and going church & even loving God.
So much events, so many people that passed by. It is really interesting how life unfolds to where it is now. I think life just started for me. Looking back at where i was when i first came to church, it was a rough road all that is ahead.
After feeling so much, there is always one question i ask myself and that is " what now?"
God. i don't think You can hide from me any longer. I'm gonna find You one day. Just You wait. ^^
Wednesday, May 29, 2013
Sunday, May 26, 2013
aloneness
What are You trying to do this season of my life? i feel that You are real but there's no one to share about what You are doing in my life.
Are friends really that important?
Am i really secured in God?
Will i reach where You will want to lead me?
My soul longs for You. My heart beats waiting for you to reveal Your great plan for my life.
Come fill this heart as You have already given me Your grace & mercy.
Are friends really that important?
Am i really secured in God?
Will i reach where You will want to lead me?
My soul longs for You. My heart beats waiting for you to reveal Your great plan for my life.
Come fill this heart as You have already given me Your grace & mercy.
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
Life in itself
It took quite long for me to realise that life is all about a personal journey to each individual might choose.
Since young, i believe having friends, common goals, same cca, same church even will always stay the same and things will just be happily ever after but no. After a few years down the road as i look back at my former self i do notice that there were crossroads in my life where i needed to make important decisions to either let go or continue clinging on to what i had at that point of time. After many many decisions i'm finally here at where i am now and i consistently encourage myself recently is that regrets are a sure indication of growth. Surely there was stuff that i felt i could have done better or probably the things that i should have paid more attention to or invested in but i feel its more about moving on from what u have learnt and not dwelling in the past since nth could be changed.
God, at the end of the day this is what i hope. Make my life make a difference. no i don't necessarily mean that a physical change got to take place but let even this walk with You change something. Let all that You have done in moses, joshua, abraham lives be an encouragement and let this life speak something that is dear to Your heart. Yes God. i wanna touch Your heart with my life.
Since young, i believe having friends, common goals, same cca, same church even will always stay the same and things will just be happily ever after but no. After a few years down the road as i look back at my former self i do notice that there were crossroads in my life where i needed to make important decisions to either let go or continue clinging on to what i had at that point of time. After many many decisions i'm finally here at where i am now and i consistently encourage myself recently is that regrets are a sure indication of growth. Surely there was stuff that i felt i could have done better or probably the things that i should have paid more attention to or invested in but i feel its more about moving on from what u have learnt and not dwelling in the past since nth could be changed.
God, at the end of the day this is what i hope. Make my life make a difference. no i don't necessarily mean that a physical change got to take place but let even this walk with You change something. Let all that You have done in moses, joshua, abraham lives be an encouragement and let this life speak something that is dear to Your heart. Yes God. i wanna touch Your heart with my life.
Saturday, May 18, 2013
YOU
Yes. the question is plain.
Who do you say that God is to you?
That will determine the world to you.
Who do you say that God is to you?
That will determine the world to you.
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
Expectations
God, You are really too much. There seems to be so much stuff happening this week. Its like been so long since i heard so much from You. Too much till i can't sleep, run, think alone.
Leading Your people by the pillar of cloud by day and pillar of fire by night is just too much. Its like You are REAL. Like right in front of them. O.O
Let me know You are real-er each day.
Leading Your people by the pillar of cloud by day and pillar of fire by night is just too much. Its like You are REAL. Like right in front of them. O.O
Let me know You are real-er each day.
Monday, May 13, 2013
Lifetime
What does your life ultimately amount to in His plan?
i don't have the answer. But my prayer is this.
I want You to make a difference with my life. Let all the hurts, disappointments, fears be of value. Don't just let me struggle through it, missing out everything else.
i don't have the answer. But my prayer is this.
I want You to make a difference with my life. Let all the hurts, disappointments, fears be of value. Don't just let me struggle through it, missing out everything else.
Saturday, May 11, 2013
Still small voice
"Trust that I'm good in your life"
Today was a usual yet unusual youth service.
Songs were right, The Presence of God was just hovering over the service.
I felt that Today was the start of something good that God want to bring into my life.
First was prayer at 1.15pm. whether you are a core member or not, it really doesn't matter when you approach God with a simplicity of your heart, wanting to just commit what you struggle and just giving it to Him. Ultimately the desire to help people doesn't originate from us. Its God when u start aligning your life to Him.
Then there was the service and the sermon which spoke quite deeply to me. It was not that Ps Lovleen was talking in any different ways but i realize when the soil is good, words you often hear so frequently now become alive in all that u struggle.
The altar call reminded me of the times when i was still a youth and it was a time of restoration and drawing close to God.
But this is what i learnt the most today: We all have desires, good desires to see people being blessed and touched by God. I believe this in itself is not wrong.
The wrong thing is this: We don't start moving without God leading us to. I believe He knows whats the best for them and we cannot let our desires, our ways of doing things hinder what He has planned and how He wants it to be done.
So Jesus said, “When you have lifted up the Son of Man, then you will know that I am he and that I do nothing on my own but speak just what the Father has taught me. John 8:28
God, i want to trust in You. Help my unbelief.
In Jesus Name
Amen
Today was a usual yet unusual youth service.
Songs were right, The Presence of God was just hovering over the service.
I felt that Today was the start of something good that God want to bring into my life.
First was prayer at 1.15pm. whether you are a core member or not, it really doesn't matter when you approach God with a simplicity of your heart, wanting to just commit what you struggle and just giving it to Him. Ultimately the desire to help people doesn't originate from us. Its God when u start aligning your life to Him.
Then there was the service and the sermon which spoke quite deeply to me. It was not that Ps Lovleen was talking in any different ways but i realize when the soil is good, words you often hear so frequently now become alive in all that u struggle.
The altar call reminded me of the times when i was still a youth and it was a time of restoration and drawing close to God.
But this is what i learnt the most today: We all have desires, good desires to see people being blessed and touched by God. I believe this in itself is not wrong.
The wrong thing is this: We don't start moving without God leading us to. I believe He knows whats the best for them and we cannot let our desires, our ways of doing things hinder what He has planned and how He wants it to be done.
So Jesus said, “When you have lifted up the Son of Man, then you will know that I am he and that I do nothing on my own but speak just what the Father has taught me. John 8:28
God, i want to trust in You. Help my unbelief.
In Jesus Name
Amen
Wednesday, May 8, 2013
Do we really take for granted the things that are so accessible in our lives?
Help me to live like i need you everyday.
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
Life
Life starts when people are not satisfied.
1 Corinthians 2:8-10
8 None of the rulers of this age understood it, for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. 9 However, as it is written:
1 Corinthians 2:8-10
8 None of the rulers of this age understood it, for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. 9 However, as it is written:
“What no eye has seen,
what no ear has heard,
and what no human mind has conceived”—
the things God has prepared for those who love him—
what no ear has heard,
and what no human mind has conceived”—
the things God has prepared for those who love him—
10 these are the things God has revealed to us by his Spirit.
The Spirit searches all things, even the deep things of God.Thursday, May 2, 2013
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
Ecclesiastes
Life can never get more interesting than reading and meditating on Ecclesiastes. It just brings a account of what solomon has experienced and what his thoughts were when he had everything. Its just more than a time of devotion and what He wanna speak to me.
Tml marks the start of my UOL econs paper. Honestly the paper may be out of the world but its not that that makes it hard. Its the support of people around that will walk with you that matters to me actually.
Today west zone outing was awesome and i think we really played our heart away. Got to know this guy named jackson that taught us the basic rules of floorball. Feel a great connection for NSFs and really hope that the next time i see him, it will be more than just a chat.
This was what she wrote, need to stop speaking in parables, deep person & thinks alot. Enjoy your presence in the cell grp. Continue to serve God with a willing heart. -friend.
Sian half
Cant really take it God. Its too painful sometimes to keep hoping and waiting. Teach me how i should live my life and make everyday a day where i can get to know you more.
In Jesus precious name
Amen
Tml marks the start of my UOL econs paper. Honestly the paper may be out of the world but its not that that makes it hard. Its the support of people around that will walk with you that matters to me actually.
Today west zone outing was awesome and i think we really played our heart away. Got to know this guy named jackson that taught us the basic rules of floorball. Feel a great connection for NSFs and really hope that the next time i see him, it will be more than just a chat.
This was what she wrote, need to stop speaking in parables, deep person & thinks alot. Enjoy your presence in the cell grp. Continue to serve God with a willing heart. -friend.
Sian half
Cant really take it God. Its too painful sometimes to keep hoping and waiting. Teach me how i should live my life and make everyday a day where i can get to know you more.
In Jesus precious name
Amen
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