As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God -Psalm 42:1

That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. -2 Corinthians 12:10

i said sorry. =) it wasnt the way i wanted but anyway thx God for helping me lay down my pride. still too young to think so far ahead la. haha. i gotta learn how to love God before anything else. Cause God is love!

Today altar call was simple, but was meaningful for me. i wanna live and reaffirm that i live for u again!! not feelings. something solid. something unmovable. =D

oh no. i think i accidentally hit her bag today. opps!! and i feel bad abt it. dunno she got see i say srry anot. =/

Service was great! song wasn't nice. BUt Spirit of God was there! i realised in my life, there was so many other things that kept me away from God. and i forgot who God is to me. my all. my everything. God, make me living vessel! a Christian who will honor u i pray! in NP, family, relatives, sec school friends. God, create in me a pure heart =)

i want that simple, obedient heart back.

CG was great yesterday!! the passion/dreams i once had. its slowly fading away. BUT im finding it back. ALL of them. whether is it NP, family, relatives, sec school friends etc. Must steady abit. Cause life with God is always so crazy. HAHA.

i saw YANN CHWEN today la!! like SOOOOO long nv play basketball with him liao. Steady man. So happy to see him sia. haha. pray that will have more chance to meet up and interact with him. God hear my cry! =)

missing yuenmun. that funny guy. LOL. CG is slightly different without him. probably crap more. less maturity. i like but i dont think its good to crap ALOT la. haha. pray that everything goes smoothly for him in China!

Going to genting in like 3 days time! so excited! get to spend time with my family and relatives but miss service! pray that God will use of me to make good use of this time i have with them. must steady abit cause i MUST sing for his joy has come. =)

steady la. God revealed something so basic that i have gone wrong in my wanting to breakthrough prayer. a pure motive. PURE!! means you change not cause of any other things. BUT is cause you love God and God wants you to change! How could i have miss that!! Praise the Lord! =)

btw yuenmun is super funny during poly prayer today la. he tell everyone lets sing a song den when he say the song, every1 laugh den nv sing liao. LOL BUT i saw his ability to lead, and not paiseh spirit. steady man. haha. =D

anyway, SOng of the week!

My life is in you Lord
My strength is in you Lord
My hope is in you Lord
In you, its in you

After much scolding, disappointments and failure, you exchanged the World's wisdom for my initmacy with you. pleasing man more then God. =(

im quite sad to know this. =(

Looks like no one would really believe unless u touch them. Something so deep. So personal.

u are my everyday! feeling quite sian these few days but whenever i talk to God i feel its worth it living on earth! haha. abit kua zhang but nvm.

Today i saw my friend and the gal he secretly like; talking. he was quite nervous. wanted to present the better side of himself. hoping she would see and maybe like him abit more? LOL

i think God really really looked beyond my faults, my selfishness, my sins, my pride etc. As idoit as i am, God nv choose to gave up. Since sec 1 when i was exposed to Chrisitianity and attended church and left church and came back once again. What a plan! Amazing! i prefer Jesus for my girlfriend! some1 who accepts and love me wholeheartedly. at least for now la. haha. =P

Bring the same purpose into my friends life i pray. cause you never fail.

Unless the LORD builds the house, its builders labor in vain. Unless the LORD watches over the city, the watchmen stand guard in vain -Psalm 127:1

1cor 3:6 "I planted the seed, Apollos watered it, but God made it grow."

The word unless. we can wake up early to pray. but its only u that can make things happen. Service was great but i felt at some point of time, i worshipped music instead of God. i guess thats something that really took my mind off from God. so natural yet so dangerous. =X

One lover. JC =)

Service was great today. Felt the freedom just to worship God. Thank God for the altar call. =) i realised i need his love to love others.its not something i can accomplish by my own strength or anything else. which is something i struggle to do. =X

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